i guess this is it.....

i think i need this to be the end,
the end of my life... of my world.
ive been thinking for awhile now and this has to be it,
so i say goodbye.
i say goodbye to the love of my life
the man i wanted to be my forever,
i say goodbye to my aunt... been there when no one else was.
goodbye to my sister
a pain in my ass but there.

i chose this fate for myself because this world is just to hard to bear,
i can no longer live this life.
i never knew life would be this hard,
my arms are scarred and my heart is broken....
but i can now speak the words that were always thought but never spoken.