Mama

Mama, why am I so alone?
I can't go outside
I'm scared I might not make it home.
I'm alive
But I'm  sinking.
I've been here before
But I deserve a little more.
Mama,  why are they lying?
When I think of heaven
I think of dying.
Please help me ...
I'm falling
Sinking.
Believe in me
Help me believe in me.
I want to be someone who believes
Mama, can't you see?