Illusion

 
 Past the point of no return
Deeply falling without concern
Back to the place I saw you last
Where the fantasy started and the spell was cast
Slowly I reach but you disappear
I realize that truth is my greatest fear
I close my eyes to get back to that place
Where the fear is gone and I see your face
This state of reality I wish to remain
Cause seeing you there eases my pain
I lost you once but quickly I find
This image of you stuck in my mind
I know it’s not real but Id rather pretend
Then watch my whole world come to an end
Cause life without you is a nightmare at best
It’s from this existence I’m taking my rest
Which may only last an hour or two
But that’s an hour of peace an hour with you
Awaken from this moment with a tear on my cheek
Cause I’m strong beside you its without you I’m weak
How long I will last only God will know
Until the end of time you’re deep in my soul
No matter how real this moment may seem
It’s only an illusion only a dream