I have to go. Let go

Stop calling me, I beg
I can't take a step!
With or without you
My life is full of "new"
You scream my name
Scream and your pain
So visible now
You wanna know how
And the answer is wound
That was way too soon
To appear in my heart
When did I let it start?

When did I open my soul?
I thought it was whole
Sea in front of me
But it was puddles piece
It seemed to me my power
Was a strong tower
Of my will, mind...
Oh, how hard they tried
It's a point. Enough
Wearing suffering
like a scarf
Now I have to go.
Let go.