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When the destination seems so far away, does it make it unreachable? Does time seem to slowly make things more painful? How much pain can a soul bear? As the answers pile up in my mind, I lose myself in the memories. I smile because you think you're so different now... and then I laugh, because you're not. You wouldn't imagine the the things I think. Reality is lost, rules don't apply. I'll stop right there before I lose my mind. The pain sets in when I realize you're not here, or there, or quite frankly anywhere. More like a ghost that passes through my day. It feels so really in all sorts of ways. Moments seem to freeze so my mind can tell it's fairy tale. A notebook moment for no one to share. When night falls I recap those days. When summer days felt lovers heat. A love that sets souls on fire. Washington may come later, but for now my Heart just shatters.