My Resolve

Should I stay?    
Should I go?    
Keeping my silence.    
Living my life.    
Dealing with health issues,    
Alone.    
Scared.    
Decided to write to release    
My fears, doubts, pain.    
More crap to deal with.    
Where am I getting my strength, persistence, good spirits, etc from?    
My faith is incredibly strong.    
Slowly, I am getting answers to my questions.    
I am true.    
I am a true Valentine.    
A survivor, unbroken.  
I leave you.  
I still love You...    
Why?