It's never been a game.

 Only glimpses of the optimism shine through the darkness of who I've become. Hurt and pain shouldn't be factors for the love that we claim. I'm angry most days and sad most others. Yes, we all hurt and go through hard times. Sorry that I'm an asshole now and I don't smile like I used to. Be careful acussing me of playing head games or any other. I've seen my picture with you not in it. That's why I try so hard for what we do have. Words don't seem like much but, your words sweetheart carry weight. I guess if this is a game just tell me the rules and I'll gladly play along. Until then make sure I'm really in the wrong.