My weakness

Drop it all and run- that's probably what I should do.
This hurt has hurt for too long,
It's so exhausting trying to be strong.
We both have hurt, you think that's false?
I've lived a life that's had its faults.
I've had tragedy, and dispair, I've watched hope and life vanish into thin air.
You're not the only one hurting, and it may not seem fair.
Doesn't give someone the right to be an asshole, even if you do care.
I may just be another, for you to play head games with and that's certainly not fair.
You know where I wear my emotions, so as you just sit there and ponder.
Picture me not there.