Love out of darkness

Love out of darkness.

You saw me for the first time.
Heard my voice the first time.
You saw my pain for the first time, yet you let me cry.
Didn't even wipe my tears.
All you saw was shame. Invisible you threw stones at me, Yet laid down with me.
I wonder why I was so blinded of your false love.
I love what stood in front of me. Not behind me
Shameless love.
why? Why? Why?
Don't you love me?
I only come to love you,
Yet my world seem so bright.
My smile was lit.
Set a flame on my heart.
Your kiss was so tender.
Being in your arms felt like silk sheets.
bladed words.
Gentle hands.
Yet, I'm still in darkness.
You struck me, flip on me.
YOU DEVIL!!!!
I open my world to you.
If I had knew the gates of Hell was waiting for me, but you played my heart like old violin.
Strings got attached.
Tangled lust.
Now I realize I'm my own fool.
Why did I fall in love?
Yet, blackberry sweet and bitter.
Poisonous love
all in my veins.
I love you out of the depth of my soul.
Loving you must gave you light.
You so called loving me kept me in a deep hole.
You never was the door of love...... Finally I've left this night mare. Your first time is the last time.I Final open my eyes.
The darkness is over now.
I must take this bow
And blow you a goodbye kiss.