Never Ending maze

I might be just beginning but,
I cry for something else
Will someone please give me,
Hit me, knock me out,
Let me go back to sleep.
I can smile fake smiles
All I want. Im still
Empty inside.
"Just get through this day,
Get through this life's maze"
I took the turn and turned to
Begin a new beginning
Still looking for the answer
I cannot find the finish
Why I can not find my way out,
I don't know But I do know
It's either this or that way
It's one way or the other
It should be one direction
It could be on reflection.
Where Can I go before I lose my mind?
Why Can't I find my own way?
Can I make my own path to get out?
The turn I have just taken
Just lead to a dead end.
The turn that I was making
Might make me keep me wondering.
You go there you're gone forever,
I go there I'll lose my way.
One more turn to make. Hope that
I might be near the end

Ahahaha this sucks xD