For Mikhail Herman (R.I.P 16/07/92-16/04/09)

Is it really possible 2 miss someone so that you would want to die just in hoping that by some miracle you might end up with them ?

Is it really possible for a name even the simpliest thought of a person can cause a skreeching in your heart 2 an extent that you have never felt any pain worse than that?

Is it really possible that each and every time you cry it feels like the time you first heard that, that special person is now gone from your life?

Gone... Never coming back but till this day you still hope you might get a message, a phone call, a wall post, an email...

Is it really possible 2 live months on end thinking that you are  in your worst nightmare and you just going to wake up soon?

Is it really possible that when you actually dream about that person it feels more realistic than reality itself?

Is it really possible that the passing of 1 person can cause your mind to go beyond extremes?

Details and trims of could have beens, should have beens, would have beens...

Is it really possible 2 miss someone 2 the extent that I miss you... Each and Every day???