I've Lost Control

The view from my eyes is nothing but a blur.

I'm strapped to a board that's spinning at full speed making it so I can't catch my breath, throwing me into asthmatic spurts of hyperventilation.

My foundation is crumbling from the inside out, throwing me into this never ending abyss, frantically swiping at my surroundings for something to grab onto only to be met with empty space.

I'm falling deeper into my subconscious coupled with darkness and a vertigo that makes me sick with emotion.

I can't stop the floodgates at my eyes, nor the tearing of my soul.

I'm bleeding out emotionally and I'm all alone in this dark, abysmal place.

I've lost control of my life.

I've lost control