under sedation

He lies there in the bed tubes and wires down his throat and affixed to his body and head . They keep him under left alone with the angels and demons that roam wild as he sleeps. When its time for the tests they try and slightly try to wake him but there is not a light in the eyes staring from his head. The eyes show  desolation despair and fear. He doesn't understand who what why and where . SO he lies there fist clenched trying to resist .They change his meds put him deep back under leaving him once again to explore the deep and hidden closets and recesses in his head. They let the new meds try and  take hold to incubate in his body and head some fight infection in body the other helps him go to the marsh mellow fluffy cloud land that lies in all are heads. Now we sit and wait for the meds to take hold and bring him back to the family who sits worries  and waits .