everything we do

the darkness it's all around me
it starts to sround me
it is slowly consuming me
all of this? life is killing me

i feel like this goes nowhere
i work so hard try so much
and end up with not one fuck
all of this why is it so damn hard

i take diet pills three times a day and
use slimming patchs on every part of my body
i rub cream on my chest to enhance my breast
and do jupming jacks so i have a nice tight ass

and all for what when the one i love seems so far away
it hurts how long he has already been gone
we try and try tryo for our own place to live
i wait and hope wish and pray for nothing it seems

i know it will come with time but it's already been
so long. all i want to do is hug him well he crys
and wipe his tears away hold him well he sleeps
and tell him how much i love him with every kiss

smell and be happy with just him.
he is my husband and i will gladly bare his kids
we wait for it wait for it all wait for our home we
can just relax and be alone in. just waiting

i am so sick of waiting i just want him
just want our sweet kids. to see him in them
to carry on his bloodline to give them the lifes
that me and my him never got to live out