Sick

Sick
By: Rise

I am sick
Sick and tired of this world that's always lying
Well I've learned from you
I've learned to say well fuck you im done trying
Trying to fix myself
And pick myself from off the ground
I'm dying
You tried to save me
“Doctor Doctor”
This one's broken can you save him
He said sure i can
Just pump him full of drugs that will sedate him
I said thanks for nothing asshole
My feelings are completed
I feel nothing flat and lonely
My emotions are depleted
So i went off my pills looking for some feeling
And yeah i'll have depression back
At least it had some meaning
I took away the drugs
And now i'm worse than i have ever been
I've never happen myself more
The sadness doesn't ever end
I've learned that sick people don't ever get a break from pain
I get to watch the normal ones
With lives i'll never gain
Guess ill sit in sadness
Watching my sad life unfurled
And that's exactly why
I'm sick and tired of this world