Been a minute (poet block)

so its been a minute
writer's block got me on stop
these days my mind doesn't race a lot
i guess my heart just isn't in it.

ghhhaaaa what to say?
at least i manged to leave the bed today
it was just to the kitchen
but ANYWAY
at least my sadness isn't paining
so yay.

it's a new year, the sun has a new ray
so i really can't complain
not a new me,
but I'm going to try and do things differently
maybe even write some more poetry
let goooo of this apathy
after all,
I've  been doing quite some fancy smiling
and less whining
more dining
and when the mood is right
a little grinding
it might be just the one you think
it might not
you're free to imagine

2017, let's see what you've got.