"Then until Now"

Some old writer declared...

"I Saw a Clear River of Crystal,"

They say, "The Clearer the Purer,"

So to that I say...

"Let the Purest River of Crystal
  Flow,"

I see you stretched-out there
my friend in a straight line

You look so enticing, so I take
the card and You I smash

I grind You down so fine

When You are insufflated by me
You ignite my mind as the rush
over me flows

Don't know exactly when I started
this binge, and now i'm taking
another hit

Have hardly slowed-down long
enough to take a breath; but even
still I don't know if I could because
of this pressure sitting on my chest

The chemical mixed with my sleep-
deprivation has me questioning
everything that I'm seeing now,
because I know that they don't
all really exist in this realm with
the living

And the figure that I keep seeing
walking back-and-forth just inside
of the dark bedrooms door, has
me wondering what's in store

I'm feeling the presence from things
beyond, and their cold breaths

I've got to go for now because I'm
beginning to feel the effects of my
last mega-hit