Life

Look im only 21 every one hates me the world is dead to me my little sister is the world to me turns out she gonna be the death of me. Her birth day is soon.when we was young we use to decorate a christmas tree but now she held up in a hospital fading away cancer is a dangerous way. with out her i have nothing here if she goes i go. i will end my pain its kinda strange im at peace with the way ive changed i used be so happy and nice to world now its fuck me fuck you. I cant handle this pain no one understands.they dont give me a chance to explain so fuck it forever alone in my dark room bottle of pills and alcohol it gonna be the night i end it all. Wake up with lights in my eye dr said im suprised your alive but i wanted to die those words made my mom cry and she asked me why fuck life so let me die.