To be or not to be.

To do what you want In life...
To live ...To follow ... To be better...
To be something.
Something but a broken easle.
Something but a dried out pen.
To find glue to mend a mind.
To fly away with dreams ripped from the sky.
To stay loyal to family and friends. To be. For thee.
To do what you want In life. In a closed box. To be when you want not.
To be something. To find ease. To be.
Lost in shadowed dreams.
It's just not enough.
To live without.
To live mental illness crowned.
To be more. To find.
Grief doomed gloom with a smile to hide.
Excuses of living.
Generosity taken for a game.
Love played.
To be someone. What matters any more.
Not love. Not death. Not being. Not family. Not friends.
Just a floating supernova fading and dying everyday. Selfish front. Selfish cover.
Judge my book. Judge my life. Judge it all. Judge the sacrifice. Judge away.
Because I'm already astray.