Mutilations (My Conviction Part Four)

I shall control that which you do not know
for it is I who allow you your freedom
the very existence of your being
is not of natural life but of my mercy
 
Having you around means everything
pleasurable to the point where I bleed
the need to hold you, to hold you long
enough to make you bleed the innocence
of your heart.
 
I want you the way you are
corrupted and demented
a demon with a desire
to be controlled, yet rebel  
against the very hand it serves
 
You do not fear me
but you serve well
you also rebel against me
no more shall you feel the need
 
your freedom is available
no more chains
my ability to rule you alone
is what binds you to me
escape is useless
 
Deceit and deception
was always in my heart
it was you who brought me
to my deepest fear
my fear of being too good.
 
Your love and loyalty;  
a mere knife to my throat  
dare to end my life, i will welcome it
for i am not afraid
 
Dear minion, you are a minion
the master knows of your distrust  
my blood is blackened across your knife
it’s the poison of all the innocence
my body once possessed
 
I shall bleed it out
so take your knife deeper
pain is my pleasure
and you, you are my bitch
I am the master!