Relationships

I have always tried to figure out what's right in life
-Usually, I'm wrong
It might be seemingly natural for the man to be wrong
-Sexism is wrong
"WHY?" is a common question for me
-Why can't I fall in love
-Why can't I stay on track
-Why can't I love one girl who loves me back like they do in those blatantly racist cartoons
-Why is my love not like the water surrounding the salt in the ocean?
      :holding on mercilessly through the storms
      :crashing together on the beach
      :lying underneath the stars every night, humbling ourselves to the universe
A huge part of the problem is that I'm very attracted to women:
-Their lips, hair, effort, and drive!
-Their soft, so very pleasant breasts...
I won't lie to ya, I've had it all before:
-The soft, gentle touch of her hand while my mind hunts my heart, turned over in my bed, wishing that my sheets would turn red with blood while she wondered if it was all her fault..

LADIES PLEASE!

Understand and know that it is not your fault..
-It's almost a guilty thought to reminisce on past relationships.. I was spoiled.
Turns out they shouldn't have answered my message on facebook that I send to every girl in a thirty mile radius (After drinking heavily and masturbating of course)
These emotional scars cover my body from head to toe.
The back of my neck, it feels more like a scab, but when I rip it off?
-When I rip it off, nothing bleeds like I had always hoped for
..lying alone in that bed
..alone in my head.
When all this loneliness and self-hatred takes over, my eyes close; your hand touches mine and I can feel it!!!!
It is so vivid and so warm YOU'RE HERE
You are HERE and I want to open my eyes so bad!

..But then you disappear.