unending

Dreams were
annihilated
crushed under pathetic attempts 
to conquer a wicked emotion
Left me soulless and incomplete
Darkness unleashed, ripped through me like silver filled my rib cage
The night
my heart was assaulted,
mangled and left to rot
by the person
that you are
and despite my harshest, most morbid efforts
like an insect, you won't die
escaping into the creases
crawling beneath my eyelids
Getting inside causing the
worst kind of crisis
Shackled me tight to these rusted emotions
forcing me to endure them
Churning within turning me into
the monster I always
suspected to win
Though
I've always been this poisonous, vindictive, quiet person
   head full of scenarios,
Soul  of secrets,
my heart has always been
dangerous leakage
oozing the possessed parts
a haunting stemmed
from scars that never fade