Walk on a strarie night

You've litterly got me on my knees,
The stars shine bright upon this beautiful night,
As I look up to the heavens I began to pray,
In this night I struggle for the first time in a long time,
Please let me know it will be ok,
As I continue to walk on my way,
For each step I take inside I break just a little more,
I'd give just about anything for one more night to see your face,
Growing up I never gave much thought to what it was like without a father's love,
But as I grow older the thought is not enough,
So it seems I need you more the older I get,
And as much as I claim to not want anything to do with you,
Deep down I still hope that one day you will get better,
And together again we can become,