Wandering hopless

What we have is open
Always joking
Kisses turned to sensual choking
The hopeless and broken
And I'm a piece of one
In this universe turned upside down
The world tries to label you a clown
When you think critically and nose around
For facts the truth and the real
It's like I'm the only one who can see
Clearly these visions come to me
Informing me of irregularities
In this chaotic universe I live in misery
Feeling like I'm last of my species
Alone to wander
Seeking nothing