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I went away for a while but you went with me
I didn't expect it
you say you would never want that
for me to cut off my right arm for you
it was just your way of ascertaining my sincerity in a fucked up way

I went away from you but you were right there with me
you let me go, you wanted me to be
everything

....
even if you couldn't be
or be with me
"I would never want that"
you said
(for me to cut off my right arm metaphorically)...

And you swooped me away,
possessed me
So I couldn't see the room or feel my breath or skin-
engaged me til all I was, was you-

forceful, complete, mystifying and alive
we swallowed each other up,
then bellowing without sound,
without release

til we were awake in each other once again