Unfinished Business

Long ago we started this
And ended it with just a kiss.
But the end for me has always been
Somewhere out of reach.

Regrets are usually not my thing
Learn to live with what life brings.
But I do regret the night that we
Chose prudence over passion.

My life these past few years or so
Has had its highs and had its lows.
But always at the core was you.
Unfinished business stalks my soul.

Sometimes I felt I hated you.
Was angry, anxious and confused.
Joyful , jealous, grateful, sad
Unfinished business fills my head.

Nights when you'd invade my sleep
Hot and sultry; thrusting deep;
Regardless who was at my side
Unfinished business rules my mind.

Wearing my nerves outside my skin
Longing to feel you deep within
Frustration, emptiness, guilt and pain
Unfinished business once again.