Dear Mom..

The stars,
the shadows,
the night skys,
they all are knocking but I will not drift into the shadows,
for it is there that I will fall again,
my heart may frail, but it will not die back down with a wall built up so far that not even I can over come,
once I was their, but never will I return,
for now my heart is more fragile than it has ever been,
as I let new people in, for I am learning to trust again,
so do not leave me, as I was slowly beginning to let you back in again,
but if this is where you leave us all again,
than to give it another go,
I cannot say I can,
for loosing you again in your own shadows,
is not something I can bear again..