.,, but it will always be never

I see her sideways glance, the bounce in her step when she is near
I hear the music in her laughter and I see the love in her eyes
I see it and I can do nothing at all about it, but to take it all in
Oh the Blood Gods are cruel indeed when I see their Blood Moon rise

I want to let her into my secret place, so she can bring color inside
I want to tell her that I love her, a love from a thousand deaths
I want her love light to shine brightly in my dark shadowed world
and to take in her love scent essence with all my breaths

But I cannot – I cannot do any of this for her love is so pure
The purest that I have ever felt before, in the many lives I ever had
I long for her touch, that innocent touch from a girl that is pure
But the Blood Gods’ iron fist is tight, a death grip that is ironclad

Every moment that I get to be around her will last a million years
Every look she gives to me, I will hold in my heart forever
Every smile that she throws my way, brings me joy in my misery
for I will love her forever and ever, but it will always be never