Not worthless ( A song i am still working on)

yeah,
here we go this one goes out to , just listen ,
I'm sitting here in my room crying myself to sleep at night praying to God that it's all gonna be alright,
not really sure what went wrong I,
seemed like I was doing just fine but it hit me hard when I was least expecting it,
en now I'm infecting it,
throughout my body, it's in my heart an I don't know how to get it out,
this pain is tearing me back up an apart,
I just don't get it,
I had a whole brand new start,
so tell me when an why did this have to start?
through thick an thin though just know I ain't gonna give up on you,
I know you can make it,
you ain't gotta fake it,
your one of the strongest people I know and shoot would you look at that, I think I see the snow, the seasons are changing just like the girl that I used to know,
but it's a beautiful sight,
an this one I know,
I've seen an watched her grow,
an if there's just one thing you get from this I just want you to know you're stronger than you know,
you ain't gotta fight this alone, now I'm here,
Go ahead it's ok to be afraid maybe shed a tear or two now take my hand,
Listen to the sound of your heart pound, it almost sounds like it's going underground,
Life ain't always a merry go round but you ain't gotta go down with it ,
Now I know your pain is deep, it's sorta unique, but it ain't cheap, the pain runs deep, and kinda makes you wanna weep, but that doesn't mean you're weak ,
Now go ahead stand up show em watch you got, show em watch your not,
This life ain't got nothin on you , you are no one but you,
So listen cuz I got something I've been wanting to tell you,