What Role Does Masturbation Play in the Making of the Homosexual Mentality

There is masturbation and then there is masturbation.          
In other words there are two types of masturbation.          
One type is a means to an end.          
As you're stroking your penis with your hand,          
you're thinking of being inside the vagina of a woman.          
So the focus of your love is that woman.          
The other type is where masturbation is an end in itself.          
No thought is given to the opposite sex.          
Attention is totally given over to the penis --        
Self centered masturbation as opposed to hetero masturbation.          
           
How does self centered masturbation result in the homosexual frame of mind?            
Masturbation is progressive,a leads to b, and b leads to c, etc.          
You start with manual motion using petroleum jelly or margarine,etc.      
But then you use a hand mirror, which enables you          
to see the love-object from different angles.        
Thirdly, at some point you taste the lubrication juice        
which gives you a sense of commitment and devotion.        
Finally, right at the moment of maximum sensation -          
right before ejaculation which is the feeling of being swept away,        
out of control,you focus on the impending flow of liquid passion        
as something you want and am proud of, fulfillment epitomized !!        
Sweet reasonableness is not your goal at this point of total emotion.        
Rather this is the time for reckless abandonment,        
total devotion to the only thing worth living for,        
Yes, you feel like your penis is all that really matters..        
         
Taking semen into your mouth is not something you ordinarily consider doing - at all.        
It's a repulsive suggestion - to be dismissed immediately.        
But because that cream is associated with the feeling of climax        
which you are experiencing - and desperately hoping will never end -        
You succumb to the pressure and espouse the sperm        
that's about to come out as priceless. infinitely valuable.      
Yes, I want it, you say. I want to go all the way.        
I am going to put it into my mouth as soon as it comes out.      
But as soon as the sperm starts pumping, you lose all desire for it.      
       
Some people are smart enuff to control the direction which their thoughts take      
Like Charles Darwin wrote, "The need to control one's thoughts        
is the beginning of moral sense," (words to that effect).      
But there are those who don't realize what they're doing,      
Each time, right before climax, that desire is there,      
The intense heart-felt need for that love juice,        
that white gold called semen,cream,sperm.      
To be blunt, the desire to perform oral sex on oneself,      
Is what I'm talking about.      
But for the average male that is anatomically impossible.      
And for females it is, of course, out of the question.      
(Though for self-centered female masturbators, the desire        
is there just as much as for males, I would assume.)      
     
So there we have it: self-focused masturbation pushes one      
into fantasies of oral sex on oneself - and the frustration that goes with it.      
THIS IS WHERE HOMOSEXUALITY COMES IN.      
Gay sex promises the fulfillment of the desire for oral sex on oneself --      
At the small price of resorting to a proxy, a substitute, an alter ego.      
Yes, the desire to suck someone else's dick originates      
as the yearning to suck one's own dick.    
That's all homosexuality is - self love pure and simple.    
     
PS: the question of how harmful narcissism is, is another matter.