What I Have Learned

There are times when I do not know what will come next for me.
Times when I can not fathom a guess as to what will come.
These are the times that scare me the most,
To have not the slightest idea of what will happen.
Not a single clue as to what waits around the corner for me.
In the past I would lose all of my logic
I would contemplate killing myself just so I could know what would happen next
Now I know how to deal with these things.
I have learned that even though I may not know what waits for me
That is no reason to panic and do anything dumb or irrational.
The unknown is what makes life so much fun
It gives us the adventure that keeps us going day in and day out.