Numb...

I feel like a robot
Just going along with whatever im told to do
Im so tired...God you dont know how tired i am
Im so numb to emotion
The numbness is so familiar
GOD WHY WONT IT GO AWAY
JUST FOR A DAY
Sometimes im numb physically, and that bothers me
I put on this show...a show...
I smile
I tell jokes
I act like me
But its not me
Its a mask
Im actually numb, emotionless, mess that can never get right
Im just....UGH....just lost
I would give up my whole life up to feel emotion again, just for one day, to not feel numb
My whole life for a numb free day...