Reason

 

In autumn, as this is what it seems to feel like,
The breeze reminds me that this minute is still real,
And that time does not wait for day dreamers.
It just won't stand still.

But I must stand strong in the will to believe,
In the possibility that my mind will tell my body to heal.
I have to want that, wholeheartedly.
From far down deeper than anywhere I could ever imagine...
I must find this place.

I must ward off all enemies that might weaken the desire,
To live.

I need to invent new excuses to ignore the petty annoyances that I had always paid attention to.
Because they are a sickness.

Those that falsely judge me-
They don't exist.
There is no room for them anymore in my thoughts.

I am reserving the first and last hour of each and every day to reflect and plan.
One for the past. One for the future.

I will not be defeated by negativity . I will find new reason because of all these things.

My eyes will see that life is beautiful and it is a gift.
It is not easy.
It is a journey of endless learning.

There is more to come.






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