New Years Suicide

How amazing would it be
If I killed myself on New Years Eve
There’d be no struggle
There’d be no fight
A perfect ending for a perfect night
No one would care
No one would give a “dang”
If I went out with one last bang
Not a phone call
Not a note
Just one last poem that I wrote

How fantastic would it be
If I killed myself on New Years Eve
There’s a party
I’m not there
But it’s not like anyone cares
They’re thinking about
How to spend their new year
With, yet another lukewarm beer
She’s with him
And a new years kiss
There’s no one that they’re gonna miss

How incredible would it be
If I killed myself on New Years Eve
I see no reason
That I should stay
This year’s going to be just as gay
Nowhere to go
Nothing to do
Ha! So much for new
I’ll still be teased
I’ll still be taunted
This year bitches, you’ll be haunted