The ABCs- Aces, 'Bases', and Confusion

The difference between love and lust is UST,
and if I can't fix that, can you ever really love me?
It's just a phase they say
It's just a phrase they say
And the only reason you don't want a man's touch is if you're gay
Are you gay, they say
No I'm not gay, I say
(Although there's nothing wrong with being that way, by the way)
Though I appreciate our waists
Feminine charms go to waste
On me too.
Sex just isn't my thing, I say
You're just not ready, they say
Fuck that
It's like when I say I don't wanna be mama
And they say that'll change
What if it doesn't?
Is there something wrong with procreation
Not being my motivation
To exist?
Sex isn't my thing
Being a mom isn't my thing
Hell I'm not even sure if relationships are my thing
Because I love the gentle kisses
But anything beyond that misses any spark of happiness in me.