Under Eating

They say we over eat; They say we need to eat more; They say we're to skinny ;They say we need to lose weight; They say we're too short; They say we're too tall; They say we need to wear makeup; They say we need to wear less makeup....... The society thinks they know what's best for us but in all honesty they are creating us to have eating disorders, depression, anxiety, self harm, suicide..
~ I'm 18 years and I'm suffering from self harm, an eating disorder, and anxiety~

Living in this world today is creating us for who we are; do we have a choice sure we do
Being told what we can or cannot look like, that doesn't just hurt our feelings; it breaks us in ways we had no idea could be broken
It's tearing our self pride down; it's destroying on how we see ourselves
In time all the negatively starts to wear down on us; we start to think is this true?
Soon it becomes a little more serious each time; how can I love myself if everyone judges me? All the comments; The side glances; that shit affects us
Waking up every morning due to hunger pains; but do I eat no I don't
Lunch comes around; I'm weak; I'm tired; do I eat no I don't
Stuggling with self harm isn't fun; isn't for attention; it's because I'm addictive
Society made me feel so bad about myself; that I've turned to cutting and an eating disorder
It made me forget who I am; I'm just another girl who got lost in this world