Beside Me

Why can't I feel happiness?
What are those feelings
kicking in my heart?
I start to wonder whether
joy is exist
and not just a word

*Reff:
I always know you're beside me
But why I can't feel you here?
My heart's still empty
like nothing to feel
Are those good times real
or just in my dreams?

You always be there for her
like you never be here for me
You're always in her side
like never be in mine
You pull her up
And keep putting me down

*Reff:
I always know you're beside me
But why I can't feel you here?
My heart's still empty
like nothing to feel
Are those good times real
or just in my dreams?

Though a side of my heart
thinks I hate you
But I'll always say
I love you
'Cause one thing I knew
from a person and not you
Nobody would really hate
a true love in their heart

*Reff:
I always know you're beside me
But why I can't feel you here?
My heart's still empty
like nothing to feel
Are those good times real
or just in my dreams?