My interest

Believe what you want.
Believe that you are the only one with problems.
Believe that you are the only one that can't sleep at night.
Believe that you have trust  issues.
Believe that you are in pain.
But you are not the only one.

Who else has been waiting all these years and would still wait for you.
Who else reads all of your work as soon as it's up.
Who else still finds you the most attractive  woman  he has ever met.
Who else is willing to help despite drowning  in his own issues.
Who else believe that you should come first.
Who else secretly loves you no matter  if you were high or low.

So believe what you want to believe, but I hope you can see truth as well.