Addiction

Fuck this I want to die ,fuck this y can't I cry
This world consumes me with hate
Its too much I'm afraid I'm too late
I love the way drugs make me feel
Esp 3 days later crazy enough to kill
I wish life could just b this simple
Like being a teen worrying about pimples
All that's left is too keep moving ahead
Thinking of calling the connect as I lay in bed he will help me out he knows my words like gold.
I know his skilo he don't care what he just sold
Drugs don't make my life unmanageable till there gone
Cuz when I'm high I feel so fucking strong
Its hard cuz I'm clean today
Until homie calls and says he's on the way
Everyone has there sad story
Some like jerry springer others like Maury
A dope pheene is as strong as the next fix
Here I go again calling this bitch
He will b here in an hour she'll take two
Long enough for me to get well for the night
Hopefully she leaves after we fight
Cuz I'm a selfish addict who don't share
I lie to dopedealers acting like I care
Its a give and take type of thing
Except I'm his puppet tied to a string
Fuck this I want to cry,Fuck this y can't I cry .