Bad guy

Why do we cry and miss the ones that have cheated and lied.?
We stay by their side they say they are willing to try.
To be that better guy.
We believed all their lies we then become despise.
Turning into horrible wives.
We can look them straight in there eyes and say nothing but pure lies you want to know why.?
Because you made me become this bad guy.
I tried and I tried I put up with all too many fights you lied and lied I'm sorry Papa but you made me become this crazy horrible bad guy.
I used to be that one of a kind that shined and was always a good time I'm all kinds of broken so I'm sorry but I tried and stayed by your side all this time without taking your life.!
I'm crazy but I just wanted to let you know you're the reason why I became the bad guy!