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Suicide in mind

Contemplating suicide and the only thing I can't figure out is why don't I want to be alive?

I don't want to fight and survive, I cannot understand why but I don't want to be � �alive.

I don't want to open my eyes
I don't want to try
I can't even cry

I don't wan to tell anyone goodbye
I just want to fly in the sky and of course feel one last high

All I have is this urge to die
Maybe one day someone can understand why
why i think so much of suicide....

Written by kmart2013

(K)

Published 8th Aug 2016

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Re. Suicide in mind

David_Macleod (14397816)

8th Aug 2016 11:27pm

having suicide in mind sadly, is not unique, in fact, it's all too common. As with most things it is easy to have in the mind, as in reality is way more difficult. In the mind you have to work out how much pain you will leave behind. how many souls you will leave hurt and abandoned. I have recently had a battle of this in mind and when I did the ballance check I realised how many innocent people I would hurt by a moments selfishness - that brought me back from the edge.

an excellent poem, very sad, I hop it is from your imagination :-)