Hammer

Drugs have filled my past with forgot blurs,
Never again can I remember who I was,
Once again I lie with a stranger in the forest,
No longer under the moon but under clouds,

Clouds fill the sky now,
I was beautiful,
Sparkling like a fine cut diamond,
I was tougher than almost anything,
But a hammer fell,
My unpenetrable shell now fractured,

I sit in regret as I inhale the lovely white lines,
Hands rub my chest,
Her breast press against my back,
She whispers empty lies into my skin,
I inhale again,

A broken shell,
Crushed by the weight of the hammer,
Blood leaks from another cut I leave on my pale figure,
She drinks the crimson venom,
Flowing in and out of our bodies,

Our hearts pulse softly in sync,
I kiss her chest and then slide my tongue down her warm body,
My lips reunited with another pair,
My tongue licks her vanilla extract,
She howls to the moon in pleasure,

We are just creatures here under the clouds,
No bodies to pile up,
We are alone together,
Again,
I inhale.