What I'm really trying to say...

So much has changed
Since you've been gone
No longer where I was
But still feel alone
 
Every morning
Before my feet touch the floor
Your memory rushes me
How I wish I had more
 
Leaving left a hole
Pierced my dying heart
It swallows me whole
Being forever apart
 
Sometimes I can accept
Knowing that you are gone
Though my soul still needs support
When I can't stand on my own
 
All the changes in my life
I desperately long to share
God, how I wish I could see you...
Tell you one last time how much I care...
 
I never got the chance to be
Your "front seat dj"
Nor had the time to love you
Slow as forever and a day...
 
I will always love you
No matter what comes my way
I think what I am really doing
Is simply trying to say...
 
I miss your smile
I miss your touch
I miss you, my friend
I miss your love...