Invisible

Sometimes i feel invisible
Like im not even there
Not a thought in a mind
Of anyone anywhere
I think my shadow has left me
Nobody needs me
No purpose to guide me
So confused conflicted
With anxiety and insecurities
Just take a knife and bleed me
Heal me im broken
Choking suffocating
on regret and hatred
I hate this
The feeling in me
Falling in the dark
with no one to catch me
Im all alone
And nobody needs me
I need a purpose
In the form of a being
Please god and hell please help me
Dont leave me
Like everybody
Send me an angel
Someone to need me
Someone to see me
Someone to heal me