NO NAME ( Wrote this one day with a lot of emotion but never quite finished it)

 ( VERSE)
yea im pist off i can't even stop to think,
i just wannna rip off these pages that's soon to be full of pen an ink
scared of what other ppl will think,
but right now i’m not putting on a filter i'm just writing down exactly what's going through my mind talking to myself as if i was talking to you,
so sick an tired of your mind games they work more than you  think,
i love you but i hate you funny how that works it’s actually kinda confusing but that's just how this life works,
i guess it could be a lot worse,
but why do you gotta always be the last an the 1st of everything that you could possibly disperf,
half of what i write mentions you in at least one verse an i'm not trying to put you down but is just seems behind the kid you saw at 1st there's a lot of hurt
but don’t think your winning cuz ur not this isn't the 1st an this isn't the last so go ahead an laugh put up your defense
now this was written with a lot of emotion i'm not asking for the commotion so go ahead an motion for your next position of position ,
but just remember with each drop inside you're killing this person

(HOOK)

( VERSE)
go ahead an start,
conservation,
but if there's one thing that stirs up commotion it's this for certain,
i don't want anything to do with you!
i'm so fed up an through with you, i'm ready to throw a punch or two,  i never felt free with you, go ahead an take a knife or two put it through my back!
i know that probably sounds wack,
but in the reality of it thats where im at!
i can't pretend i'm ok with you when i'm not!
sick an tired or people talking about me like this an that,
well listen up maybe its time yall heard just where i'm really at,
i'm just a kid wondering where my moms at,
yes i know i got a family around me maybe not my blood but a lot of times that's the case an that's ok,
i don't expect anyone else to understand what i'm trying to say,
i just wish she'd give me the time of day, maybe listen to what i have to say but i guss thats not for today