Ebb and Flow of Love by Gentlegirl

I feel it again
as I did before
slowly leaving again
soon out the door

Me wanting to end
to get up and run
to stop all this pain
but its only begun

My avoidance of you
your avoidance of me
like a cat and mouse game
I think involves three

The distance between us
is more than just miles
our forever has ended
now only fake smiles

Neither wants to admit
the defeat now is real
Our love has turned cold
our fate is now sealed

The excuses you've used
have now become mine
to avoid love's death
I'm now hiding behind

The road seems to narrow
the further we walk
Sometimes we meet
There is no "love" talk

Our words seem so hollow
showing no feel
now u come to me
but never for real

My thought is of others
maybe only one
enamores you now
our future undone

Before you said Darling
to another and me
I tried to forget it
trust again was your plea

But your eyes seem to wander
as well as your heart
Claiming Im the only one
until we're apart

Then blame comes to me
for untrust that I feel
As if it were me
your deceit made it real

They say once a cheater
well u know the rest
I've given it my all
I tried my best

You say your love's forever
It's really been a test
Our time has now ended
Let's give it a rest.

You go your way
and I'll go mine
you'll find another
I'll heal in time

Men are so lucky
For quickly they're "lovers"
Lots of girls out there looking
to help him recover

No I'm not a prude
but have self respect
as I pick up the piees
to repair the neglect

We have been taught
life has its way
of healing our hearts
to love again one day