I need to make the change

I had a dream last night.  
That I died and went to heaven,  
and god was standing at the pearly gates waiting for me.  
He said, im sorry I can't let you in.  
Lets look back in the past,  
and see were you're life has been.    
As we both looked back,  
I seen some things that I wasn't proud of.  
Thought about it for a minute,  
and said im only one to blame.  
I think my life needs a change.  
Then he starred into my soul,  
Said theres some good among the strife..         
You will have to pay a toll.  
Im sending you back to life,  
to see were your life will go.    
Then I woke up this morning,  
gasping for air.  
Sitting there I relized it was all a dream,  
but what did it mean.  
Did god actually speak to me or was it part of my imagination,  
but im really going to change.  
i'll try to start over new.  
It will be a long winding road.  
To lead me to the right path,  
but I can do it.  
Then when im standing at the pearly gates again.  
He will let me in.