Scarred

Choke on the past like glass to keep from swallowing
One blast of the gat like that I lost everything
Who I used to be died inside of me
Sent here to kill at will I watch humanity
Crushing beneath the wheels of conformity
Friends that used to breathe die in front of me
As I sit here and I pray
My faith grows darker everyday
Freedoms that they've deem profound
So kill the enemy that comes for me.
As I sit here so afraid
First the impact then the pain
Reach out as I fall down
The darkness reaches back for me
And takes my legs I'll never walk again
These scars will never mend
Looking in the mirror and I'm wondering
Why I'm even here and I can't believe
what I see In front of me
Wish that I had died to drown out all these cries
Of babies I silenced in the night
Condemned to this chair
Damnation and despair
One more shot and I'll end this story here...