I Have To Be

I see people, they have their own houses.their cars.
Their wives, husbands and kids.
They have their crappy jobs or dream jobs.
I look at my life and i can only dream of all that.
I look at my life and see....nothing...
An endless cycle of the same boring things.
I wake up at noon.
Look at people that dont seem to notice me.
I notice them, i know them but they dont give me a chance to know me...
I sleep in the morning to the same thoughts...
tomorrow will be the same.
I could go insane but i dont....
...I dont? I cant! I wont!!
LIfe suck! It does!
Ive learned it the hard way!
Now! Now i know!
Life will never be easy but it wont stop me from hoping!
One day! One day. Im sure! I will be happy.
I have to be!