Giving up to gain NOTHING

I give up to give in
Dying on the inside
of a unforgiven sin
Not sure which way to go
I lost sight of the place i called home
Running a maze in broken glass
wishing the earth would heal my scars
I fall short yet again
Stumbling down hills
embracing short thrills
laughing for a moment
crying for eternity
feeling hopeless even in dreams
what a reality...Hoping it will soon hit me
Facing my mistakes and everything i've done
I give in to give up
facing broken trust
discarded love
Broken promises
A never ending hate
Wanting love is this fate
yet again im stuck
Behind 4 walls
wishing someone could hear my silent tears
Crying in the dark
To mask my fears
I GIVE IN TO GIVE UP